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Tomorrow is a new day,
But I wish it would not come,
I know for sure how I’ll feel,
I want to be numb.
I want to be numb.

What it’s like;
To feel like never waking up,
To feel like dying in a dump,

I can’t explain,
All of the pain,
When a new day can pass with nothing to gain.

People all around,
Anger and disgust,
But how it feels,
I guess they’ll never know.

I want to give up,
I want to give up; it’s as if I can only fail.
This world, this place,
I can’t escape,
I wish I could bail.

To never see beauty,
To never feel the love.
It makes you feel unwanted,
And that makes you feel unloved.

I’m good for nothing,
I haven’t got the energy,
To live
To live like I’m alive.
In the dark is where I hide.
From all the world and
From the entire universe.
I hide.

I do not choose to feel this way,
I take it day by day.
I can’t runaway.
I can’t runaway.
I can’t runaway.
I want to give up.
I can’t live this way…

- Lana Marie