Lana MarieTomorrow -
November 6th 2007 17:40
I Hate Tomorrow –
I’m locked inside this dark, bright world,
I hide inside my room. Day after day.
Nice days have become in existent inside of me.
No more sun. No one.
I can’t seem to shake this feeling,
Of hurt and deep sorrow,
I hate tomorrow, I hate tomorrow.
The lump inside my throat will not cease,
All I’m asking is to live in peace.
Sitting in a corner,
I wonder what it would feel like
To give up and surrender to this lives fight.
To see the light.
I hurt so deep inside by the pain I’ve carried for so long
I want to let go, I want to be gone.
I’m beginning to question my own existence
I’m forever trying to fight off this fear, I try and tell myself not too feel scared
I wont be “self inflicting pain”
No.
This time I will fire a bullet to my brain.
Life is not a test. It’s a fucking game.
I hate tomorrow,
I hate tomorrow
- Lana Marie
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Comment by Tracy
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Comment by Lana-Marie
Sorry again for a late reply!
I am fine, little Joseph has been keeping me smiling!
Thank you heaps for your concerns, you seem very caring,
-- Lana-Marie
Comment by Tracy
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I'm glad you are OK. Everyone has those days/moments, but I wanted to check
Tracy